I have sooo much to say but I can’t because it isn’t all just about me…… just know I have grown and I’ve found a peace in myself and my faith that comforts me in way nothing ever has. So much I didn’t understand makes SOOO much sense now. I wish I could make others understand, but I just sound like a crazy person…so much so I get embarrassed to tell anybody. Imagine how crazy Noah looked, building a boat in a dessert…such a BIG boat, and when people asked him he said “because God told me too” but that is how the epiphany makes me feel…like if I told anybody they would be okay do you have any idea about how strange that sounds….and why would god talk to you? Why would that aspect of your life even make a real difference to god anyhow, it is soo small in the grand scheme of things. So I keep it to myself….hoping those who are close to me understand and do not think I’m a whackadoo.
I have grown a lot. I’m filled with an inner peace. I am also filled with a strange confidence in myself and certainty that was never there before. I will write more as I come up with stuff.
But there is a little teaser for now.
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