A single moment...
lingers...
is gone.
Forever in my mind...
burning my sanity with what if's and might have been's.
The uncertainty of my being...
questions I had answers to...
all washed away.
For a brief instant....I glimpsed all his designs
I knew god.
I knew clarity.
I knew security.
I knew my purpose.
I knew why I'm here.
I knew what he wanted of me.
I knew the lessons I should bring.
Now....
Confusion crashes over me....
Fear rapes me with wild abandon leaving me spent and disturbed
I'm cold and hurt inside and out.
I sigh......and reach for my coffee
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